Tuhan Yesus dan aku mengasihimu

One day..

You will miss my boring text, my silly questions

You will miss my arguments, my fight, my hugs

You will miss my jealousy, my annoying you

You will miss my laughter, my tears, my innocent talks

You will cry like I cried for you

You will want me like I wanted you

You will need me like I needed you

You will realize I did truly care for you

Most of all, you will miss me for the way I loved you and missed you
yes, maybe

But you have to know

I hide my tears when I say your name

but the pain in my heart is still the same

although I smile and seem care free
yes, that was your choice

I never regret to fall in love with you

I am not able to hate yourself

I felt very lucky to know you as a friend in Christ since over a year ago until now

Maybe I’ll be still here patiently waiting for uncertain time

If you start to miss me

Remember,

I didn’t walk away

For every moments that we’ve been through

allow me be a little beautiful memory in your life

and in the end, if we really can’t be together

please stay to keep me safe, like a brother protects his sister
I always pray the best for you

Jesus and I love you so much